ReSt iN pEaCE..DaniEl..

"Hei, do u still nd me in boWling ah?"
"Of course!tHis year our junior quite strong!!we go to get a medal ah! ok?"
'Ok, let me knoe, when have training ah!"
"Ok No problem."

This was the last conversation with him..my bowling teammate, Daniel Teoh...

We will miss u owaz, ur jokes, ur voices are owaz with us. Rest in peace. Hope that, u can enjoy in ur eden garden...

thx for everything ..thx for being my teammate, thx for encouraging me to do so much things...thx....i will miss u...

他，是谁？

打从开始，就没有闲情当个中文博客，别误会，我始终还是没忘了我的根本。我是华人！！
今天就让我用中文来写篇文章吧！so soli to my friends who only understand english..im going to use chinese in this post...maybe can share with u next time in English..



整夜的喧哗，更显得此时此刻的寂静。 但沸腾的心情，到现在还是泛起一丝丝的涟漪，始终无法平静下来。脑袋里一直在问着自己，他，到底是谁？

他，到底是谁？用了多少的日子我想方设法，竭尽所能地寻找着答案。打开我的心扉，试着让他进来。但始终，他还是无法进入我的世界，或者是，我还是无法进入他的世界。也许根深蒂固的思想，让我裹足不前。。我也向你许诺过会勇敢的尝试。但。。。

用了整夜的时间，只想让自己能够更加的相信他的存在。震撼我的音乐，自我的歌词，还有看到你陶醉其中，像似中了毒似的的表情，让我不太苟同他的存在。不太能接受他的侵略性的渲染。不太能同意他的自大。不太赞成大家盲目的追求。如果你是他的崇拜者，也许你会鄙视我，也许你会瞧不起我，也许你会尝试让我了解，也许你会。。有太多的也许。但还是改变不了我。也许，我不该得到他的宽容，他的爱。。

就因为我不能让他进入我的世界，我就变成所谓的毫无希望的人。就因为如此，我变得很低级，满身是罪。。就因如此，将让我失去我的所爱。。这是何等的自私，何等的残忍。他，不是你们心中最仁慈的吗？但为何如此对我？

在喧闹的音乐当中，我偷偷的向你的他诉说着。如果他真的存在，希望他能带给你一个美好的未来。希望他能找到一个能让你满足的他。希望你能永远快乐。我，也许无法陪你走完下半生。因为也许我永远都无法成为你所要的他。在我的世界里，我会等待下一世的来临，在茫茫人海中再把你找回我身边。。 轻轻的，眼泪不自觉地落下。身边的朋友都以为我被音乐感动了。但，这其实是伤心与不舍的眼泪。 对不起。。我不配。。。我知道我永远无法战胜他。他永远会是你心中的第一位。。

我不服气，我不甘心。我竟输给一个莫须有。。那，又如何呢？这就是我不能接受他的惩罚。。。

他，是谁？只有等到我们呼出最后一口气后，才能知道。。才能证明谁对谁错。但，到那时候，谁会在乎谁对谁错？一切都无法回头，我爱的他，已不是他。。。

SeM7...

I admit that im a lazy blogger..din blog for so long..Sem 7 started not long ago lah...jz finish my research proposal...listen carefully..it is jz a research proposal...it is reali killing me...alot of things to wait for me...erm...not only me..for us to acomplish..As a student who is going to do his research..i thk i should introduce to u about my research..wuhaha...(i suppose to edit my research proposal now!!!)My research is regarding......Algae....yes...It is GAY(gae)..so.im in a GAY group..wuaha...be simplified...im using algae to test the toxicity effect of two antimicrobial agents. and there are 3 main phase in my resaerch....so..it will spend alot of time..ai....hupfully i can finish it by time...and can hav a gd dissertation at the end of this sem..i thk it is time to continue my proposal lah.....i willl be bak soon!believe me...Do u feel me??!

aDaPtEd Frm mY oThEr bLoG..."I'm BaCk!!"

Ladies and gentlemen..Im BaCK!!! wow...it seem like i had stop blogging for half an year...haha..paisehpaiseh..i was quite lazy to updating my blog.and also...my course's workload...ai..im getting shorter and shorter loh...because it is too heavy!!wuhaha... However,im having SEMESTER BREAK now!!!!!!too hapi lah!!!

After a long suffering and struggling wif those notes....now i can rest d..hupfully wont need to study those notes again...**PUKE**...once finish exam i kp those notessss in a box d...i decided dun wan to c them again!!!!!!!!pls lah..after u read this blog..pls help me to pray k???i jz wan to pass all subjectS!!!!!!!haha..Tat was realli a very suffering study break lah...but, it had a long time dun study until like this d...study until fel like puke..Argh....luckily got thos HIGLIGHTER!!wuhaha...playing Transformer when i was bored..haha...There is the photo of HIGHLIGHTER TRANSFORMER!

Next moday will be going to SINGAPORE and playaplay oh...cant wait d lah!!!fastfast come lah..haha..so,i think after tat will hav many things to share wif u all ah!!!wait for my new blog ah!hehe..

HOliday..

Today...visiting my grandmum...eh..she look good today...hehe...tat was nice to noe tat...

again...she was telling us the old bed time story...although some was repeating..i meant she told us b4...but, it still can attract my interest...maybe i hav abit...38 gua..haha...but form her mouth..i can noe about how tough the ppl live in old day...they were so...suffereing....we are much moremoremoremoremore happy and not suffering than them..so, we shud treasure wat we hav leh....kk???haha.



BOught a DVD....er..dun ask whether it is original or not....haha...the movie call..."Just Follow Law"..by Fann Wong and Gurmit Singh...it is a nice movie.it explore the intricacies of the officies politic through the blue-collar worker and president...ermmdun tok much about the movie..go and explore urself!! actually i like Singapore movie..exspecially Jack Neo movie..they were nice....mayb some ppl dun like it..haha.doesnt matter!!

Im A FrEsHmAN!!

HI everyone.welcome to my eden...im a newbie...so...if u hav any comments...jz drop it to me...thx ah!!!

Aiyo...jz finish my exam...i mean final exam...everything was going smoothly..except the last paper...till the end i still cant avoid it..according to my dearest lecturer..becuse i was waerign a black shirt and black pant on that day...tat's y i had a bad luck on ta day..haha..he is really cute and good in cousel ppl..i noe tat i shudnt blame the colour of my clothing..the one shud b blamed is myself...bcz i din well prepare..but Dr. KXXX, he was trying to comfort me...realli thx him alot...

However, i still using Black colour as my blog template back ground..wuhaha....!!!

Few days ago..wen to my senior's house... saw him playing Blogspot..suddenly feel like to hav an own occount...that was the reason i bcm a blogger now...wish i can share my feeling, experience and......with everyone..in everywhere....

Erm.mayb next time i can put on more pics....u all wait lah....haha...

once again...thx for viewing my blog!!!byebye!!